Oh I know it was a mistake if I actually wanted to win, because I knew you guys would blindly assume everything was his doing.  But I made that decision thinking maybe people would respect the fact that I was loyal the people I said I would be to from Day 1 and didn't deviate, no matter the situation.  I already said in my post, I'm not bitter that JP won.  I'm annoyed for one that I basically look pointless in the overall scheme.  It's annoying to me because I did just as much as he did if not more lol.  But I wasn't expecting to win... So sure I'm sore, but not persay about losing.  I've made that clear.  JP or Brandon would be great winners, hell that's part of why I wanted them in the Final 3.  I <3 them and we could have a deserving winner.  I'm sore also because your reason acted like you "thought this all through" and you knew everything, and it was frankly a bunch of bullshit lol.  I'm not MAD you voted at JP by any means.   He deserved to win because he was a big threat that got to the end, not because he controlled everything, cuz he clearly didn't lol.

And of course people said that shit to you.  Don't you understand that the entire round and a half you were in the game at the merge, we were just messing with everyone's heads from Tambaqui? lol.  You think when Shambo was saying she wanted to flip (particularly on JP) that I wasn't sent all the IMs of everything she was telling you? lol.  If you don't understand that we were a unified group in getting rid of you and that we were just fucking with you, then I really am not underestimating your intelligence lol.

I don't see why you felt on edge with me, but fair enough.  Yes, if I really cared about winning 100%, I should have booted JP.  Hell I've done it like 8 times before in past games.  But I was trying to have my cake and eat it too and it didn't work.  I was hoping you guys would read between the lines a bit, even though I sort of knew internally it wasn't going to happen.

Last regular season I played in this series, I made it to the Final 2 and was shut out 7-0.  I was annoyed at first, but Toni played the SHIT out of the game and I really did nothing of value lmao.   This time, I don't feel that way by any stretch....